lirik lagu bionic jive - goodbye
i sit i’m my room claustrophobic,
as i watch the walls breath succ-mbing to self pity,
and these voices wont leave.
i got a revolver in my hand with six chambers and they all full,
every bullet contradicts the contemplation of suicide.
i wanna die. so i sit and clinch my bible until my palms sweat, and blister,
cause i hate my sister.
first i’m gonna light a candle in the form of a seance,
and see the light on the wall reflect all this childhood neglect.
i c-ck the hammer, i let the steel touch my tongue and taste the metal for the first time, i see the faces of my loved ones,
but f-ck a note, cause when i do it, i want it to be a mystery, and let them feel the same pain that i felt, this is the remedy.
goodbye, sad days, i’d rather sleep my life away
goodbye, heartbreak, i found my own way, suicide
i get on my knees and say a prayer,
i tell god that i cant handle all this pressure,
i wanna kick it up there.
why should i wanna live? when my mother used to molest me in front of my stepfather,
she beat me and he undressed me, see.
he took my manhood before i became a man, so now i sit here at 16 with this gun in my hand.
death is the only way out, the murder of myself will show em all the theres a way out,
i cry for my soul.
depression has taken a toll on my every existence, so when i think of humiliation i cant breathe,
its time to leave.
cause i’m gone show what you did, for tormenting me as a kid, you raised me, now look what i did
goodbye, sad days, i’d rather sleep my life away
goodbye, heartbreak, i found my own way, suicide
i don’t wanna die, i wanna breathe again, i don’t wanna have to say…
goodbye, sad days, i’d rather sleep my life away
goodbye, heartbreak, i found my own way, suicide
my soul is slipping away, i don’t wanna leave, not in this way
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