lirik lagu bill wailey - unstable
[verse 1]
ayy, i got too many complications around me
can’t handle ’em on my own, can’t find peace
d~mn, people be takin’ me for a sucker
i am friends with a lotta fake ass motherf~ckers
i smoke weed jus’ to try and help me forget
about my problems and sh~t, some i regret
i’m sorry to all my n~ggas for letting you down
i talk about myself in third person like a pr~noun
now my mind feels like it’s in a f~cking race
’cause i’m now trapped in this lonely and dark place
i’m up at 2am laughing at memes in my galllery
to be honest, i should be recharging my batteries
yeah, n~ggas seem to nеver take me sеriously
and them ladies are filled with a lotta jealousy
i feel like k!lling myself like i’m chris benoit
did i say that, d~mn, i don’t know what’s wrong
with me, thought i was happy, thought i was smiling
thought i was laughing a lot, thought i was charming
guess that’s all cap since i’m now losing myself
can’t even smile on my own, lonely like my shelf
everyone wants to try me, but no one wants to buy me
everyone wants to meet me, yet no one wants to keep me
everyone got their hands out and it ain’t to reach me
everyone got their books out and they don’t teach me
women twerking for me, but they don’t wanna f~ck me
women say they love me, but they don’t wanna show me
women say i’m the one for ’em, yet they be still cheating
women say that they got me, yet it’s d~ck they eating
i feel like going to mt. everest and jump to my death
because i feel like god hasn’t created a good path
for me to follow, man, i feel like i’m breathing dioxide
breathing dioxide says i’m k!lling myself like it’s suicide
[verse 2]
ayy, school opens up and yet i don’t get some respect
that i feel i deserve, schools are sh~t in every aspect
got n~ggas dissing me, n~ggas slapping me in the face
n~ggas undermining me like it’s a formula one race
ayy, maybe it’s because i’m pisces, maybe it’s the sign
don’t get why these asses don’t wanna see stars align
people tell me i’m trash, say that i belong in the bin
they think that me rapping my sh~t is a deadly sin
but i’m just a n~gga who’s just following his dream
yet no one wanna collab with me like a tag team
yeah, even my girl is trippin’, she be ignoring me
she be entertain other n~ggas, she be toying wit’ me
she don’t know that i’m a rapper, maybe she’ll love me
and i gotta chase away some girls that wanna f~ck me
i got one friend and i appreciate him in every way
’cause i feel like he’s the only one who likes me everyday
i told my cousin i don’t mean to have suicidal thoughts
i told him i’d recover and be positive and he bought it
and i mean it with my whole heart, i gotta stay happy
i don’t wanna sh~t myself, i don’t want an adult nappy
and i hope that everyone i love got some time for me
i hope everyone i love could commit a crime for me
jus’ to show me if they really care ’bout me and sh~t
jus’ to see if they don’t see me as a clueless, dumbsh~t
now i’m smokin’ cigarettes and sh~t, hurtin’ my lung
carry on with this sh~t and i’ll end up dying young
then i’m drinkin’ some vodka, damaging my liver
i feel like drowning myself to death in a river
or maybe overdose on some pills like i’m mac miller
or maybe shoot myself in the head like a dumb n~gga
i need some help right now, i don’t even know bill wailey
d~mn, i wanna stop thinking about this sh~t daily
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