lirik lagu bennybob - 2007
[intro]
~ce more
i chose you for the~ my mind
and you made me so very happy
i’m so glad you came into my life
[verse 1]
back in ’07, coming out my mothers womb
visions of angels staring at me across the room
flowers starting to bloom, tv channel playing news
everything that i am not is everything that you assume
this life been crazy ever since i was baby
awake in the middle of the night, basically screaming daily
my parents said my sister never screamed, my head was rainy
i was sick almost every week or something, was always shakey
got me checked out and crossed out the cold and the flu
her goals were set out to step now, until she really knew
what was wrong with me? she was scared, to tell the truth
blue lips with a fever, pneumonia when i was two
a early memory, ambulance sitting in the back
pointing at kindy cove, that’s where the top was black
mother told me pneumonia was a frequent attack
had it twice and she fought for me, always, to the moon and back
second time, she insisted xrays, doctors said “no”
“can you please save my son?”, again the doctors said “no”
“he has pneumonia for a second time”, the doctors said “no”
“i guarantee you”, and they did it, results were: “what do you know?”
couple weeks went past, i became more sick
sunday night, mum and dad were probably fed up with this sh~t
they found a overnight doctors to get me to and submit
“my son is sick again, coughing and this is infinite”
a lady told my mother that she needs to take some room
“your son’s tonsils are huge, they need to be removed”
man who did surgery looked like david bowie too
that’s what my mother told me, all inside the age of two, ah
a early memory, waking on a hospital bed
mother sitting on a chair, she looking right ahead
ice block was next to me, man, i smiled through the dread
i never slept through the entire night up until then
d~mn
[break]
i’ve lost at love before
gave up and closed the door
[verse 2]
school in north sydney, hard to express how i felt
asd was hard to get through, hard to get help
yelled at by the vice principle for things i never did
let my friend go ’cause he looked him in the eyes
my heart melts for the children who fall victim to others who don’t buy it
hard to convince others the truth in a world filled with liars
especially at a young age when you can’t express your mind
some adults always just tried to make me feel undermined
a couple months went past, we now up in newy
best decision of our lives, and everything was a beauty
better school, better environment, i found better friends
everything wasn’t easy, but it all worked out in the end
moved into high school, start of a better life
sike, sh~t only went worse when covid striked
made connections online and that’s where i spent most of those nights
talking and talking and building, hoping that the futures bright
then 2021 hit, everything worse
second wave of the pandemic, my expose era hurt
rattled me to my core and made me sick, was a curse
everything that’s happened this decade motivated this verse
dorksquad knew my struggles and welcomed me with their open arms
man, i looked up to them, tried to stay calm
we won first place, stranded contest, day of my life
changed my personality, i realised
raziel my main inspiration for creations, it seems
then a year later, he passed away, rest in peace
man, i’ll never forget that morning text
i misread it and thought he was okay, but he was dead, man
my dad related, talking ’bout his lastest dad
that he died inside a plane crash and really made him sad
some words of wisdom he shared, i will always be so glad
he said “i want to be a better father that i never had”
d~mn
and then all of them at school found my music
starting to gain confidence and everyone just blew it
at the time of them finding it, i released sinking house
i thought i did great and i was proud, now it’s just “ouch”
days where i came home crying outloud
hoping it will go away if i just took it down
2024 came along and i finally took this down
became more anxious when everyone knew, i’m talking crowds
mornings where i would just be frozen still
“you gotta get to school”, man i’d rather just k!ll
breaking me mentally, i left school by my own will
i was diagnosed with gad, i’m happy for real
it happened for a reason, take up the rest
hoping for closure that today is not the gift of my death
everything wasn’t so bad inside of a restropect
i have a loving family and a bunch of loving friends
you all supported this sh~t, even if my songs are ditto
these songs gave me superpowers, i’m starting to heal, so
i can finally rest my head on this soft, sunken pillow
i’m now living in tranquilo
[outro]
tranquilo
we built this city
we built this city on rock and roll
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