
lirik lagu avenuenights - destroyer’s tribute (heartbeat)
[intro] (00:00–00:18 / 6 bars)
“ana maria ramos”
jaime
jaime
when he was born
when he was born he was missing hair
(laughs)
he had patches of hair
i called him “patches” for a while
but, um
sunny spirit
he was a quiet baby too
kinda like omarh
kinda quiet, kinda on his own
um
[chorus] (00:18–00:50 / 10 bars)
they say that
home is where the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartless
they say that
home is where the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartless (10.09.89)
they say that
home is where the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartlеss (10.09.89)
they say that
home is wherе the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartless (10.09.89)
[verse 1] (01:06–01:53 / 16 bars)
it’s late night on a monday
i’m clocking out from the part~time
just another repeat of the sunday
as i lay my head down for my bedtime
just a little after midnight
no, you’re not on my mind
’cause as far as i know, everything’s alright
i mean, who would have known
that this would be the last time
i wake up on a tuesday
i feel the cali breeze and i breathe it in
alexa, stop like a bouncing soul
but change is coming our way
just like a new day
now i’m ready
get up and get after it
not knowin’ last night
you broke the habit
now i’m ready
get up and get after it
not knowin’ last night
you broke the habit
it’s the afternoon and everything’s cool
minus my son actin’ a d~mn fool
i pick him up from the after~school
he puts on a façade
but i can tell he’s actin’ odd
around then
is when i get the call
x is cryin’
he’s not making any sense
he keeps referring to you in the past tense
godd~mn me — anotha’ death in the family
[chorus] (01:53–02:26 / 10 bars)
10.09.89
10.09.89
they say that
home is where the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartless
they say that
home is where the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartless (10.09.89)
they say that
home is where the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartless (10.09.89)
they say that
home is where the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartless (10.09.89)
[verse 2] (02:26–03:14 / 16 bars)
so reality sets in
adrenaline starts kickin’ in
we know we gotta make a trip
x packs his things
i break the news to the kids
my queen
grabs the keys
’cause help is not
on the way
and this ain’t no
regular tuesday
we’re crashin’ out
but you can’t stop us now
on a 12~hour trip to identify your body
straight to the very pinnacle of cali
blame it on our impulsivity
but that’s what you do when you’re family
’cause the hardest part of ending is everything
and it f~cking sucks that we have to start again
but life goes on ~ even when i’m zombie
pretending like i’m here when i’m very far away
my denial
my isolation
they inhibit my
concentration
so much drivin’
so much cryin’
i’m just sick and tired
of being sick and tired
i can’t help it
i’m helpless
defensive
and restless
we’re just tryin’
to get through each week
runnin’ on two or three hours of sleep
[chorus] (03:14–03:46 / 10 bars)
10.09.89
10.09.89
10.09.89
10.09.89
10.09.89
they say that
home is where the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartless
they say that
home is where the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartless (10.09.89)
they say that
home is where the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartless
they say that
home is where the heart is
then why do i
feel so f~cking heartless (10.09.89)
[verse 3 / outro] (03:46–04:30 / 14 bars)
this year —
the voices aren’t so loud
but that don’t mean
that they don’t cut deep
no i don’t get
tackled by the grief
my loneliness just — waits for me
it knows my street
it knows where i live
i couldn’t help it
i let it in
four years
four brothers
one less chair at our table
even though you’re dead and gone
your memory will carry on
there’s a silence that frames
around your name
is it my destiny to be the king of pain
some days i still — try to bargain
with a god i no — longer understand
my world fell apart
but the world kept spinnin’
residual shock
from the sense of loss
like a stain that won’t go away
i was meant to carry that weight
but you left and i stayed
wherever you are —
i hope it’s quiet
because in here —
it never is
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