
lirik lagu aurora disease - schwermut
and nor delightful self~mutilation
will lead our way for the truth we seek
restraining flashbacks from the past
for what fate to change i am to weak
melancholy, nist’s up my chest on days so bleak
and burns up slowly up my lungs
crushing thought’s so heavy…
for bearing them i am to weak
those days, wandering the lands
and every step another burden
my blood drops down upon the leaves
and every day another burden
longing for the truth we seek
for bearing it i’ll be to weak
deep and deeper within the black woodland sigh inside
though drunk and stumbling through the ailand forest
by mothеr nature’s decomposing guide…
all еqual, for the artless judgements l~st
my ugly body, gross funedemental hatred lies upon
finite pile of human mass and biological waste beyond
i’m an error, a bug, a defect within this society
a worm, since birth nothing but a trouble, raised by hatred and anxiety
and crushing thought’s is all i can think of
perishing beyond the sky of self loathing lies above
i want to make my body decompose and became whole with the earth
so at least one significantly thing i’ve done by my useless life since birth
i want to crush my head against the wall until my skull begins to crack
shattering my fingers, one after another, just till my vision blacks
and rip all hair right from my head until it’s gone
then take a knife and peel of skin until you see the bone
i want to push my thumbs into the eyes to spare myself my ghastly sight
and drink one bottle after other to take away my distinct light
and grab both hands and press them into fists and crush them down as thunderstorms down onto my worthless body
i want to grub my fingers down into the flesh, as blood thobbs out excessively. and sliding my both fingers down, across the bone so white
as blood is spurting down my hand and down upon my feet so tight…
i keep on ripping out the pieces until my thoughts keep quiet
i want to stay beside the calming trees of ailand forest
and reach the one and only inner piece i’ve searched for my whole past
becoming one with mother nature’s artless l~st, thinking about how year’s have last… forever below the ancient tree’s and looking up above the sky, pondering until all clouds have passed
and as my life is coming to an end
i still hope that this is all nothing but a dream
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