lirik lagu asteria - tfw ur a drug addict
[verse 1]
mixing cocaine with the molly in my bedroom
staring at the plate, hoping that i’m gon’ be dead soon
losing so much weight ’cause i never eat a thing
always playing with my life, just wishing i would die
waking up in sweat, trashing bottles at my feet
and my lips are still cold from the coke last week
and i can’t record a song ’cause my nose is f~cking blocked
but it doesn’t f~cking matter ’cause a line is all i want
[verse 2]
i’ve been on the road, but i don’t think i deserve it
show after show, at the end i still feel worthless
tell me what you see when you look me in the face
’cause when i look in the mirror, all i see is a disgrace
this is not a f~cking flex, it’s a motherf~cking cry
if i don’t fix my sh~t, it’ll be the last time
that you see me on the stage, or a soul behind my face
you’ll be listening to albums released by my estate
[verse 3]
no one knows or understands my condition
suicidal tendencies from voices in the kitchen
my friends all try to help, but i never f~cking listen
i put them all through h~ll, while they watch my soul get distant
cold sweats in the hotel, delusions on the tour bus
hallucinate all day, hoping n0body notice
i’m losing control in this f~cked up episode
i am mentally unwell but i still play f~cking shows, i know
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