lirik lagu anouar - a story
(a story)
n-body knows my story, it’s a bit boring, but that’s corny!
if i don’t tell it who’s gonna do it for me
so let’s cut to the chase and pour
the words to the floor, and record it
so according, to events that i don’t remember
i was the first born, after december
innocent but like an angel with two horns
still loved by every family member
i was numb under, the love that we truly shared
in between the arms of my caring parents
after years of marriage, and the last miscarriage
finally they had the son that they really cherish
i’m never embarr-ssed that i had a simple infancy
cause when i see, dreams about it all i got is a happy fantasy
so i don’t need any sympathy from any fancy imbeciles
or i’ll make them disappear, out of sight like a strike of speed
yes indeed their evil deeds feed me what i need to bleed
but my skin is tweed so here i come with my sickest screed
bless this kid!, yeah my teachers said
from the first grade i made my dad so glad
till that day when all things went bad
and i dropped everything because mom was dead
yes i was the first in cl-ss, except no less
not a nerd with gl-sses, but with a brain so fast
so i had to swallow the mess, and follow the best
way to success, and stick to mom’s request
i finished school, and went to college
i thought it was cool, to have me some knowledge
i get out a kid with my back against the wall
i sit there like a fool, and people paying me homage
no comment!, i’ve been always falling like a comet
i saw my life’s drawing and it made me wanna vomit
is this common!, or just me circling in an odd orbit!
put that in my questions closet, close it and let’s eat some omelet!
not a fat kid. beside a math geek, i was an athlete
in a swim league, running 5 kilometers with my bare feet
ready to compete, my body fit like a dry meat
i thought i was complete, until i felt the pain like i took a beat
and broke my bones all at once in a dark street
my dream i lost it? no i paused it, but i never tossed it
and i promise, luck i’ll k!ll him if i come across it
so whatever cause it, i’m not giving up for pain
whether i’m insane in chains or i’m walking with cane
i may, have lost weight but i didn’t lose faith, so i’m gonna gain again
against all odds, with help of my god, i’m ready to go hard
no harm, of being skinny and slim, but man! you know i was married to gym!
in my backyard, living with bars and a jump rope like i’m about to bombard
now i’m just standing still or sitting like a door guard, well that’s odd!
i’ve been through h-ll!, with no help, i held
everything in my head, till i started losing hair
and my hands, didn’t even have, the power to cut air in half!
go ahead mock me, i don’t care, i’m walking
holding my walkman on, and y’all can, keep barking
i’m stephen hawking, no time in my clock, for your empty talking
keep knocking, my heart is locked and, it has been broken
as i say and i quote, but wait! those are my words, that i wrote
in my note, -book so be careful don’t, try to creep up into my mind it’s cold
you’re gonna need a coat, and a stronger boat, to travel across it
or you’re gonna hit the sink and float, so eat your words and choke!
in your soaked throat, and do the bleat of goat, not as a joke!
but because you have been poked!
i’m hard like oak, they told, me no man is an island!
means you can’t live alone … well i did, like an evil pirate, with one eyelid
i feel like a lion who’s been blinded by people’s lies and
i just realized it, when they told me “you should go out more”
but what for?! soon as i step through my door, all i feel is sore
from people whose so poor, all they have is money
in their mind’s top drawer, so i’m not sure!
i guess that’s why i don’t have friends despite so many people know me
cause they owe me, but none of them worth to be my homie
my friendship is holly, so i only, accept who’d die for me
not those phony, guys who live near home
and when i get sick, they don’t even phone call me, then i’d rather stay lonely!
i might seem like “nice and cool”, but all i wanna do
is beat some dude, who’s being so rude, and act like fools
my mouth is full but i’d rather be so cute and quiet
like i’m on a silent diet, and when you ask me why it
is so important i say you should try it, and if it suit you, well buy it
my life is private, like an airplane full of pain and me as pilot
so don’t be like a fly and fly around it unless you’re invited
that “isht” is viral, i feel like i’m in the wild or, i should be a survivor
and find all, the answers to things lately i can’t get my mind of
but i don’t, expect nothing from no one except the woman that i love
and i won’t, accept any disrespect, no matter the aspect, of my wrongs
am i wrong?! cause i really love myself, my ego is my little elf
i show it when people getting on my nerves, and throw it like a shelf
and watch them drown in tears, than sail in them and surf
ouh! that line is a million dollar worth!
and you know i’ve been talented since birth
i’m down to earth, and if you heard, of me you know that i don’t hurt
no one but when i get dirt, in my eyes i see nothing but blur
that’s why i fight for no girl, who’s trying so bad to convert, me to her
puppet, so stop it, don’t flirt, with me and keep your laughs in your girt
plus don’t trick me with your skirt, because the scarf is nicer
and now that i’m wiser, it’s hard to choose so let me roll my dice first!
and yes it really matters, when you hold on your manners
cause one day you’ll feel like you’re holding on a loaded bladder
so you better, stay so far from me cause i’m a bitter dessert
you might like me but then lost in me like a desert, and again i re-ssert
you don’t deserve, me cause you’re changing colors like lizard
i need a girl who doesn’t, want me because just i’m too pleasant
but to have a family with me and be my partner despite my shady present
i mustn’t lie, i was so shy from girls and still
but over time i formed like a face of steel, so it’s real
i can steal, your girl and seal, her soul like i have a secret mirror
but no! i kept my sk!ll, for the one that took my heart and made me fall
in dreams with her like i took a sleeping pill, i guess that i made a deal
to go on the road of happiness and her on the steering wheel
she makes me feel no fear, cause i know it and i’ve been thinking clear
and here i say and swear, her love is more than fair, like a fairytale
she’s very rare, i won’t find one like her elsewhere, so she’s one of a kind as well
let me stop and exhale, maybe i’ll drink some water, and carry on my tour on
this angel with aura, and how i’ll be a moron, if i let her slip from my armored heart
but that’s not gonna happen because i adore her!
another thing i’m not that handsome, but in my hand i got some
tricks would make you wanna kidnapped by me and pay the ransom
so let’s rent some, room and play by our rules and made a story for our grandsons!
yes, i know! that i’m talking a lot
so many thoughts, won’t let me stop
like i don’t have any parking lot
so from this spot, i must finish it, and put a dot
i know my life isn’t that interesting
but i’m not gonna spend the rest of it
wasting it or asking dumb questions
i did my best and, i’m waiting for a blessing, from above
to start my happy life with my lovely wife that i love
(for you rania)
anouar
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