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lirik lagu amzbdt - wayfarer

[verse 1]
suicidal ideology been creeping up in my body
emptiness in your indent, soul spent on the repent
i tried god, but it never coulda worked for me
i tried moving on, but it only made it worse for me
that’s the problem with picture~esque
over time the color fade, you get left with the frame
nothing but imperfect fickle wood cracking
as the brain paint the wall one blast on the live broadcast
i hope my brother do my eulogy
real talk, best to еver do it getting through to me
onе of two i’m holding on for, now he move away
got a decent note going, now i gotta pick a day
i guess it’s clear where my head’s at
you don’t get it, you ain’t been that
let’s take it back to the start
back to the beginning, before my heart became this art piece
twenty nineteen
pre~limelight, i was fresh fourteen
summer love had just come and went last year
so when i met her, chicago, my thoughts wasn’t running clear
but time flies fast
couple months go by, i’m failing all my classes
focusing on public facing, focusing on lasting
afraid that if i let go, the numbers would come crashing
just an immature kid
two girlfriends tryna figure how i feel
never really lasting, never real connection
everything reported to our little house of plastic
until it’s one night alone
month or two of lockdown, no ceiling above
i say f~ck it bite the bullet, send over a poem
she say “text me in the morning, let’s start falling in love”
(i mean, like, it’s all embellishment)
(like, it wasn’t a poem, she didn’t say some cool movie line and sh~t)
(but like, you’re fourteen, like it feels like that)
(and so)
[verse 2]
twenty twenty was the longest that i’d ever been engaged
every day a movie, swear my heart, chicago save me
brag about her everywhere, photos on my phone
ego getting bolstered leaving damage on my soul
that ripple damage to friends
spitting in the face of my own best mans
i was f~ckin’ fifteen, what’d you ever expect
crashing out on the couch, that’s vacation spent
now i’m sunburnt, void left open
the way the world goes, the demons tend to close it
new friend, brand new intentions
brand new to fame, the toxin is demanding
and at my lowest, the ripple catching up
falling out with family, losing mama trust
i blamed the demon pulling chi away
we broke up, but sh~t, that was me to blame
it was never meant to last, living circe
so when she came back, i took it as a mercy
taking her for granted, i never coulda learned
barely sixteen, my heart persistent yearning
just a few months later, my lesson needed
still on my distrustful, still lovingly greedy
chicago left my side for the one last time
left me alone to find my own silver lining
then i found a new girl, summer ’22
matched me up in ways i had to pursue
didn’t see the next monster tryna fill the void
and my only thing learned was to block my paranoid
full trust as they cheat and cheat again
coming for the status of my every last friend
i make a few songs to try and clear my head
didn’t even help, i still loved her by the end
(and that’s the old news, we done been over that)
(that like~ it~ it mess you up)
(like, nothing prepares you for that type of sh~t)
(and so)
[verse 3]
twenty twenty~three shoulda stopped me easy
twenty twenty~four still with digital~age demons
i tried to fall back in love like three times
one after another they fail on the same dime
couldn’t figure what the f~ck could be wrong with me
on a low got me questioning as~xuality
i fall in love and compare and compare again
nothing gon’ bring back the summer, that’s how it is
but then i put it together
everything i loved about summer was unoriginal
everything i liked about her was straight from chi
but chicago’s got a new mans, i can’t damage my pride
so i resort to my drink and throw another three back
“how’s the birthday going?” she just had to ask
but when i start sipping, my heart goes on my sleeve and
once you get me talking, i never plan on leaving
and so we’re talking, i say sorry, i’ve never been there as a friend
she said stop apologizing, and she prompt it
“do you have feelings for me? that why you’re hurting then?”
eyes is getting hazy, heart and stomach dropping
sober thoughts come out in drunken honesty
two~way street, both feel worse in situation like these
on one hand, her best friend want her mans gone
on the other, she lose him too, cos the trust has been abused
instead chi navigate it perfectly
“know what no one ever take? the friendship of you and me.”
“so what i moved along? one day you’ll come too.”
“these things just take time, i’m glad we came true.”
and just like that, i swear the shackles broken
forget about the past, my heart’s been reopened
wayfarer came home, a new man
for the first time, tomorrow’s part of the plan

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