lirik lagu alexandru săndoiu - portrait
i’ve always been one to play the fool
to fool the fool who thinks i’m being fooled
but this awkward staging leads nowhere
guess i’d rather throw my f~cks into thin air
never been the one to greet with hostility
but can’t f~ck with kissing the hands which hurt me
i had never given up on battles easily
until i fought battles which were never mine to battle
i’ve always been one to chase dreams
and step over my inhibitions for the better
but i gotta keep myself focused
even if it means to walk alone, and not together
been f~cked over by old lovers
doesn’t mean i should f~ck myself over, too
or let myself get damaged by others
i know d~mn well what i deserve
and no, it’s not someone to help me recover
i put that sh~t to work
i gift all these clowns with a joyful smirk
made my parents proud, or so i hope
but being who i want to be can be a slippery slope
unapologetic and sometimes self~centered
i filled my emptiness with strangers
for a dose of affection, i surrendered
the bed was my confessional, but filled with dangers
i wrote a lot of letters to long~lost friends
who have washed what once was tragic
but i always found myself to be the one who mends
the broken hearts which lacked magic
and i’m alone once again, i’m alone again once it all ends
i never needed saving
and i closed so many doors
so that i can preserve my good deeds
and let myself heal from past bleeds
i won’t let myself be defined by misdemeanors
or be judged by the eyes of those who don’t know what i carry
i can’t get back the f~cks that i gave, there’s no room for strife
there’s only color in the portrait of my life
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