lirik lagu afterlife dispatch - through da storm (polo g remix written based freestyle)
life’s depressing
still trying to carry my weary feet forward
all transgression’s consume even though i know life’s a blessing
cemetery vision’s been within the forefront of my perception
i’m scared
fear recede’s my system of thought
make’s it decay
been so distraught
these demon’s are envious nowadays
they want me in a box even though i’ve made amends with peace
still said at moment’s but at least i’m trying use to be deceased
every year each tear that would fall in an alternative universe
was non existent in this one
hid everything to the point of my tear duct’s being numb
still felt emotion’s it’s just illegal in this universe’s jurisdiction
especially since my fam was grieving and i was attempting
to begin achieving my destiny and conviction and self hatred
flooded like a river
and that bottle of henny was all in my system
f~cking up my internal organ’s including my secluded liver
chasing a drug induced euphoria
need some more of the downers (or drugs)
even if it’s triple c’s over counter’s
i’m not sober counting time left
i wanna count them thousand$
i’m timid almost twenty four seven
use to say let me rest young 19
now it’s let me rest young 20
i confess death has been tempting
my posture’s been f~cked up
cause my soul’s in a prison
the awful locker of my sub conscious
is filled with division
basically a conflict with the positive and my internal self hatred
half pessimist also optimist
not religious i’m a skeptic
]who tends to pray
for the pain to dissappear
waiting for a change
let me know when the eclipse is here
standing in a square room
in sp~ce
and im falling off the edge’s of earth
by that i mean
death and doom
and i miss lsd and psychedelic’s
and i know good trip’s exist
life’s not a good one though
for my eternal being
despair has merged even though i’m still hopeful smoke a bowl full
of marijuana to cope still
and i miss lsd and psychedelic’s
and i know good trip’s exist
life’s not a good one though
for my eternal being
despair has merged even though i’m still hopeful smoke a bowl full
of marijuana to cope still
and i’ll hang in there
yeah yeah yeah yeah
and i miss lsd and psychedelic’s
and i know good trip’s exist
life’s not a good one though
for my eternal being
despair has merged even though i’m still hopeful
i was told my horoscope is an aries
with trait’s of other’s
they said that i give good advice
not no leader
not a follower either
but for my brother’s
and sister’s i would die and sacrifice my life
cause they mean the world
same with my friends who are are family too
i’m trying to recover
as they watch me suffer while my spirit’s bruised
the people who hate weren’t there
when i heard the new’s of so many people dying or when i tied the noose and swallowed pill bottle’s overdosing to choose
murdering myself
over my health
and f~ck staying alive
they act as if they care
can’t leave the house
i’m not scared just a recluse with
hallucination’s
need rejuvenation or restoration
cause the aching has held back my ressurection
slowed part repeating i miss lsd and psychedelics
3x singing over slowed beat and also
horoscope verse again
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