lirik lagu absolution project - state of mind
a never ending nightmare but i cannot decide
if it’s a byproduct of memories or pride
communicate the symptoms, or should i even try
maybe it’s all just my state of mind
this never ending moment just never seems to die
but this is when i realize
that it’s so typical of the way that i feel
why is it such a mystery that i still feel this way
holding this final piece of me, watch as it fades away
just give me something real that i can hold onto
so i don’t have to feel the way i never want to
i never want to
just a simple gesture meant to signify
the will i’ve fought so hard to keep alive
another complication but i won’t question why
my best attempts cannot control my own demise
why do i strive to make you, as dead as i feel
why is it such a mystery that i still feel this way
holding this final piece of me, watch as it fades away
just give me something real that i can hold onto
so i don’t have to feel the way i never want to
i never meant to hurt you despite all your surprise
but i locked you up with everything
i tried but couldn’t find
you never meant to scar me from what i could surmise
but my superficial wounds are scabbed
with the words that you’ve advised
and in this m-ss confusion you’ve rendered me unkind
and only sacrificial crucifixion can
justify the crime
now life looks better through your eyes
why is it such a mystery that i still feel this way
holding this final piece of me, watch as it fades away
just give me something real that i can hold onto
so i don’t have to feel the way i never want to
i never want to
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- lirik lagu downstait - world divided
- lirik lagu downstait - the last in line
- lirik lagu absolution project - totally oblivious
- lirik lagu aaron yan - that's not me
- lirik lagu modest mouse - lampshades on fire
- lirik lagu juicy j - throw dem racks
- lirik lagu neon hitch - on the run
- lirik lagu juicy j - i'm sicka
- lirik lagu ricky dillon - never ending runs
- lirik lagu juicy j - deep down south