lirik lagu 99ethereal - these days
[verse]
these days
i am thinking a lot
about too many things
does she love me or not ?
do i really have this “thing” ?
any f~cking liquor
seems more friendly to me
than anyone could be
so these days i am drinking a lot
it’s 8 in the morning
i already took 3 shots
“maybe you have problem”
no sh~t sherlock
i haven’t realised it
why don’t you shut the f~ck up while i am working on it
aye
i just lied
i won’t be doing sh~t
just laying in my bed and listening to this beat
staring at the ceiling
waiting for the evening
then waiting for the morning
it’s maybe sad to say but i ain’t doin’ nothing
cigarette smoke
i cannot stop caughing
mix liquor and prescriptions
makes a nice lil somethin’
i won’t recommand it tho
i’m not proud of who i am
of what i do
i shoulda just said “no”
i should have never met this hoe
now there’s too much on my mind
and i can’t stand it anymore
f~ck
i maybe sound a bit depressed
but i don’t know if i really am
all i say is real
no acting like william
crying ’til i’m dried out
can’t even say sh~t
but i’m in f~cking pain
and i’m not alone in my brain
i got the gun in my mouth
and the devil screams “put a stain!”
but i put the f~cking gun down
’cause i’m unable to
i don’t know what to do
i got them evil pillies
do i pop 1 or 2?
f~ck that sh~t i’m through
i hate myself much more than you could ever do
’cause i’m a piece of sh~t
that’s just how i see myself
maybe i do be broken
just like my mental health
i’d just like to be deaf
to stop hearing my lies
when i say “f~ck to everybody”
i am the one i despise
fake smile be my disguise
i’m startin’ to feel crazy when i got no more supplies
i’ve been screaming out for help but didn’t get any replies
[outro]
so f~ck to everybody and f~ck to myself too
f~ck to what i’m doing and f~ck what i say too
i don’t know where i’m going
i be feeling like a fool
b~tch i’m a piece of sh~t and don’t want you to think im cool
yeah
b~tch i’m a piece of sh~t and don’t want you to think i’m cool
aye
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