lirik lagu 5anboro - 5tair
[hook]
heavy is the brain that now knows too much
i’ve been too hard on myself i need to loosen up
wipe that smile off your face you stupid f~ck
strict morals, now i’ve given up
what good is venting when you’re feeling stuck
all these thoughts and feelings are feeling tough to deal with
senioritis hitting like viruses to retirement homes
catharsis like a clearing of your sinuses
[verse 1]
wrap you in a body bag and throw you in front of a truck
i’m not your f~ckin puppet homie you can suck it
genuine enjoyers are my beloved
help me realize theres a greater place above this
but i’m not there yet it’s still sh~t i’m shoveling
hoping theres some gold under it
if you don’t f~ck with 5anboro jump off the nearest bridge
yall the worst like parents with a fear of kids
flip my lid from physics class, always tired
sh~tty sleep plus i’m adhd wired
i say this as i write past 11pm
if i make my mother late i think it’ll be the end
you wanna work with me then shoot a dm
i hope i ruffle the feathers of one of your fans
but im busy with myself, mixtape is planned
where i tell my ex to eat sand
[hook]
heavy is the brain that now knows too much
i’ve been too hard on myself i need to loosen up
wipe that smile off your face you stupid f~ck
strict morals, now i’ve given up
what good is venting when you’re feeling stuck
all these thoughts and feelings are feeling tough to deal with
senioritis hitting like viruses to retirement homes
catharsis like a clearing of your sinuses
[verse 2]
im not the dude who raps, i’m more than novelty
i wanna sing and scream and play gutar i like psychology
this is 5anboro’s first phase these will be my worst days
but i look back at 3 years ago thinking it won’t be the same
pop mu5ic lyrics were f~ckin tame
my ego the only reason i’m in the game
i hate you wack ass rappers yall sound the same
yall sounding lame, go self reflect and change your name
turn a new leaf over, work on being sober
yall ruin the air like body odor
life confusing like choir reading codas
i go to school for choir and my days over
but legally i’m forced to attend all periods
started falling behind because i trust my experience
i could spend track practice rapping or singing
or looking for microphones that don’t sound like ps3 sh~t
[verse 3]
i’m not physically conditioned to fight
but i wish you would die
sometimes you need war to remind you of what is peace
everyone is going through a battle you can’t see
i struggle with autism, anxiety and adhd
i should win a f~ckin award for being me
the double x l class of 2025 black tee
match the hair and the hair tie on the wrist
150 dollars on track shoes k!lled a part of my soul
elementary i always hated the kids rocking expensive fits
numb themselves tryna feel mature and better than
kids with innocence learning as one should
i was told to pay attention, be respectful, be good
eat all my good because mother’s always the cook
the chance of you self reflecting and never running from your problems is the chance of me being liked by everyone
[hook]
heavy is the brain that now knows too much
i’ve been too hard on myself i need to loosen up
wipe that smile off your face you stupid f~ck
strict morals, now i’ve given up
what good is venting when you’re feeling stuck
all these thoughts and feelings are feeling tough to deal with
senioritis hitting like viruses to retirement homes
catharsis like a clearing of your sinuses
[verse 4]
high school is not the peak
but it doesn’t mean teen life is not a treat
everything temporary
but that doesn’t mean throw your life away living daily on the brink
expulsion and likened to causes of explosions
shootings are forbidden like the shooters tryna fit in
i wouldn’t wanna k!ll innocents
only those denying that they sin and call it all a win
dropping out would give a bad look
my first meltdowns left my mom and dad shook
failed to introduce them to my mental health
this essay had a bad hook
i’m genetically predisposed to favor drinking and partying
overdose and wanna f~ck every sl~t and say i’m harmless
i grew an ego, called it 5anboro it means rebellion
wanted to fight but never knew how
so my words are my only weapons
[verse 5]
i’m still scared of not being accepted
i hope my close friends don’t misinterpret my message
i love em to death but i don’t wanna k!ll myself
i know deep down i need to favor health
i need discipline but i have enough to admit my sins
walking defense mechanisms influence the kids
it’s hard to let go unless i see you change your ways
until then i feel its only words when i say i forgive
i’m genetically predisposed to act obsessively
subconsciously frustrated s~xually
i’m curious if that’s from the self doubt from the
self awareness my perspectives how i make this out to be
i project self hate by telling everyone to change
the therapist says i’m doing okay
if i were to reach the top of heaven’s stairwell
i’d probably jump off and fall into h~ll
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