lirik lagu 0ts & mage-p - kill u girl
restricted by a flimsy alibi
i’d rather not regret the days we spent
every day holds the same repeated
unrestricted apathy
i wouldn’t dare complain
i’ve tried for years to earn your love and grace
so crisp around the edges, learning my place
even so, every day, i can hear a
demon calling out to me–
“your efforts here
will only go to waste”
trapped in omelas behind
a wall of choker chains
say my name, say my prayers before you
let me take the blame
twisting shame, like a dagger, like a blade
in your hands, through my veins
the canaries cry but know i can’t be saved
i just wanna be someone that never has to grow
with a bendy sense of self
mold me into something low
i’ll take it with a smile
as you’re brandishing your knife
if you treat me like a game
could your love please be my prize?
i can’t remember what it’s like
to put up a fight
or to do what’s right for me
‘cause when happiness and peace is a dream, oh
no one really cares just how innocent you seem
i try to tell myself you’re good on the inside
but all my common sense tells me to run and hide
god, give me a sign that i’m doing something right
or i’ll look me in my eyes and decide
it’s time to die
a rigid type of love~monopoly
i’ll place all of my bets on winning your praise
in the end, though we’re friends, i can feel your
hate taking a toll on me, you
rip my art to shreds
rip my heart to shreds
i can’t
handle it, handle it, handle anymore
take another day, suck it up and
take what it’ll take for me to stay
standing by your side
smothering my pride
shattered, paralyzed
if i leave then won’t i be alone again?
coursing through me’s an emergent urgent sense of dread
as divergent words are surging through a level head
i’m submerging all my worries in a daemon thread
always perfect, always working ‘till my final breath
all i wanted all this time was just to be myself but
now i can’t recognize my own voice
with your hands
rip my persona into shreds
i can’t remember what it’s like
to put up a fight
or to do what’s right for me
‘cause when happiness and peace is a dream, oh
no one really cares just how innocent you seem
i welcome shame as it beats at my conscious
hold it square in your hands, a hilt~complex
i said i wouldn’t give up until my last breath
but i’ve lost it all
i can’t remember what it’s like
to be somewhat liked
to be more than just a tool
‘cause when all that you believe is a lie, oh
no one’s there to care or understand you when you cry
i never wanted this, oh, i’m just a kid
but my destiny is set and the walls are closing in
someone please, take my hand, i just wanna be your friend!
don’t just look me in the eyes and decide
it’s time to die
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